So I wake up at 6am again Throwing my guts up. I think it’s just nerves for the coming day.
Well amazingly. I woke up after a few!!! benzo and a beer. Yeah I’ve lived through more then that. I can’t really eplain the pain and turmoil I’m in at the moment. The physical things like my back and spained ankle are really getting to me.Not to mention the excruciating pain of the TN The world just seems so overwhelming right now.
After a night of benzos for sleep and Tramadol for pain. I wake up in the same emotional and physical pain I went to sleep with. it seems never ending.
I’m still trying to pace myself a day at a time.
It’s unfortunate my partner can’t see/understand my pain. It would make life so much easier. I can’t say I truely understand his either.
I just want everyone to be happy.
Peace,
NW
